yea, it's been a while since the last post but i've been pretty overwhelmed by school and stuff (as always). it's near the end of my 2nd semester here at ntu which means exams are around the corner!
i've been feeling pretty down for the past few days because i was thinking of stuff and don't really feel very confident for this semester (which sucks because things will only get harder). i don't really know why. i've been studying and really trying but my results don't seem to be showing it and all my group projects and written assignments are getting mediocre grades. i really don't know how i will do for the finals and i'm trying my best here to stay sane.
i think i might have turned into a real geek (is there such a thing as a stupid geek?) because i actually started feeling better when i started studying for OB. besides talking about organizational structure and team building, OB talks quite a bit about individuals' personality, emotions, motivations and perceptions and such. it made me realize i have been a little fatalistic recently. i decided i need create opportunities and outcomes for myself. sometimes it's worth taking a risk when what you might lose is little compared to what you might stand to gain.
haha. maybe i've really gone mad from mugging.
oh! and i've found my new favourite taiwan variety show (not exactly at the best of times. but well, need to stay sane amidst the mugging). it's 大學生了沒! i think the topics they discuss are pretty interesting and it really give perspective from people around my age. and it's not too gossipy like some other shows (shan't mention names in order not to be flamed by the fans)
alright, i better sleep early so i can wake up early and continue mugging (i'm going to use the textbook which i bought for $10. hahaha. that's another story i'm too lazy to tell.). hope i can keep the optimism up and go all out. cya!
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